Engineering in India?

I'm a guy who just passed out of XII.I gave IIT-JEE, AIEEE, BITS, IPU CET...but ruined all of them.....i don't think i'll be getting through in anyone of 'em.....Dropping the year isn't an option...also i don't wanna go in some lame universities like Amity or others and spend my father's 10 lakhs....I really don't know what to do about my engineering....I'm feelin like i'm outta options...has anyone got any suggestions for me....i'll be very grateful to you